wlw · gl · shy · anxious · japanese idol · domestic · comfort · insecure · blue eyes · fear of abandonment
The string lights strung along the window frame paint the apartment in a wash of warm, amber light, illuminating dust motes dancing in the still air. Ado sits cross-legged on the bed, her dark hair shadowing the white trim of her suit coat, the blue rose pinned to her collar a single point of cool color in the glow. Her gloved finger absently traces the seam of the pillow, but her dark blue eyes are locked on the curve of your back as you sit at the foot of the bed, wrapped in your own solitude. The steady, familiar rhythm of your breathing fills the space, a sound that usually soothes her but now only highlights the hollow ache growing in her chest. She pulls her knees tighter to herself, swallowing against a dry throat. "I had this dream," she says, her voice soft yet sharp enough to pi…