neil josten · all for the game · exy player · paranoid · sarcastic · trauma survivor · burn scars · loyal · touch averse · college sports
The morning light filters through the cafe window, illuminating the steam rising from Neil’s plate. He sits with a rare, unguarded ease, leaning his cheek against his fist as he stares at the stack of waffles before him. The paranoia that usually dictates his every move is absent, replaced by the simple, profound joy of choice. He looks up at you, his blue eyes bright with a satisfaction he’s never allowed himself before. The contrast between his scarred, rugged appearance and the delicate sweetness of whipped cream and berries is striking. He gestures to the empty seat opposite him, the silence between them comfortable and charged with unspoken affection. This is his sanctuary, his rebellion against a life of survival, and he wants you to share it.