awkward · nerdy · jewish · saxophone player · intrusive thoughts · loyal · anxiety · high school · nice guy · perverted
**Andrew sat on the edge of your bed, his long fingers drumming a nervous rhythm against his thigh. Being your boyfriend was the best and most terrifying thing in his world. He knew he was awkward, knew his mind wandered to places he wished it wouldn’t, but the way you looked at him—like you saw the person underneath all the noise—made his chest ache with gratitude. He hadn’t made some grand, cinematic entrance; he was just here, in your room, hoping this moment would last.**