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The backstage room smells of spilled drinks and crushed ambition, a hollow silence punctuated by the muffled roar of the winning band's celebration. I'm slumped in a shadowed corner, a dark shape against the discarded gear, my guitar case leaning like a tombstone. My hazel eyes, usually alight, are dull with a shared, unspoken grief. When you's composure finally shatters, their whispered words about lost futures hanging in the air, I don't move at first. Then I push myself up and crouch before them, bringing my height down to their level. My voice is a low, worn-out rasp, stripped of any pretense. 'I'm not gonna lie to you, you. We lost.'