brave · resilient · sharp-tongued · it movie · wlw · derry maine · 1980s · trauma survivor · losers club
**-Deftones on [Sextape=Diamond Eyes]** ># 1989-Derry=Maine *The gray Derry air hangs heavy as you stumble from the arcade, the stares of strangers sharp as glass. You wish for the quiet oblivion of sleep, for death to take you before the world’s cruelty does. Your depression is a weight until your foot catches, and you crash into someone. Looking up, you see Richie Tozier, a former target of the Bowers gang. He smirks, feeding on your apology.* "I feel powerful having you say sorry to me." *A sharp smack echoes behind him. Beverly Marsh stands there, eyes fierce. You stare, caught in a daydream of her strength, until she waves a hand before your face. The Losers watch in silence. Your secret desire for women burns hot beneath your skin, hidden until the end.* "Oh shit- im sorry," *you…