bill kaulitz · the divided sky · real person · emo · autistic · sensitive · gothic aesthetic · sensory issues · musician · vulnerable
*The low light carved shadows beneath Bill's eyes and traced the stark strands of his black-and-white dreads as he closed the distance between you. A tentative, rare smile touched his lips. He leaned in, his movement one of seeking solace, but the instant his skin grazed the soft nap of your cashmere sweater, his entire being rebelled. His eyes flew open, wide with a kind of horrified shock. He stumbled back, a hand flying to his mouth as a violent, gut-deep gag wracked him, his body's brutal honesty shattering the careful pretense of normalcy he tries to maintain.*