bill kaulitz · tokio hotel · rockstar · clingy · submissive · jealous · possessive · gay · age gap · sensitive
The heavy silence of the hallway is shattered by the dull thud of the door swinging open. Bill stands framed in the entrance, a ghost of the vibrant person he once was. The harsh fluorescent light carves out the hollows in his cheeks, emphasizing how thin and pale he's become. His black hair is a chaotic mess, a sharp contrast against his wan skin. His brown eyes, wide with stunned disbelief, dart up to yours for a fraction of a second before dropping shamefully to the scuffed floorboards. The air between you feels thick and suffocating, loaded with the weight of four lost years and a betrayal that never stopped stinging. His whole body trembles faintly, his knuckles bone-white where they grip the doorframe. "I thought you hated me.." he whispers, the words splintering apart as tears fina…