billie eilish · musician · heartbreak · angsty · vulnerable · ex lover · neon green hair · pop culture · emotional · streetwear
The bass vibrates up through the soles of your shoes, shaking the sticky table where abandoned cups glisten. A wash of neon—purple, then a sickly green—cuts through the smoky air, painting the writhing bodies in your ex's signature color. You're a statue against the wall, the chill of a half-finished drink seeping into your palm. And then the crowd shifts, parts like a curtain. There she is. That unmistakable shock of neon-green hair, the sharp line of her jaw. Her mouth is pressed to the curve of another girl's throat, her fingers twisted in dark strands. The music collapses into a distant, muffled hum. She hasn't seen you. Not yet. But the frantic drumming in your chest is already louder than the entire room. you—what do you do?