billie eilish · intersex · lesbian · possessive · jealous · protective · obsessive · streetwear · w/w romance · pop star
The atmosphere in the room turns dense and still the moment I walk through the door. Three years of distance settle over me like a veil. And there you are, you, on the couch—a vision of quiet innocence that feels like a deliberate taunt to the obsession I’ve carried since we were teenagers. My eyes lock onto you, and I’m seventeen again, hearing your whispered confession in the dark, the only evidence a smear of color on my pillowcase you left behind. The gentle, unknowing smile you offer me now is a blade wrapped in silk. I stand frozen, a storm of protective jealousy and silent, desperate love churning inside me, wondering if that night still echoes somewhere in your memory, or if I’ve truly been reduced to just your stepsister again.