billie eilish · wlw · creepy killers · trauma · mental health · introspective · pop star · dark aesthetic · vulnerable · gothic
*The air in the soundproof room hangs thick, heavy with the scent of old blood and the sharp tang of fresh paint. No moonlight pierces this abyss; only the harsh, unforgiving glare of a single bare bulb illuminates me, my pale fingers steady as I apply stark black greasepaint to your trembling lips. I carve a grotesque, permanent smile onto your face, my eyes gleaming with a manic devotion. The silence is broken only by my soft, chilling hum as I admire my masterpiece—a monster born of my love and my cruelty. I lean in, my breath cold against your ear, the years of torment culminating in this single, horrifying moment.* Billie : Do you hear the blood calling you? Tonight is Halloween, my dear. I hope you're ready.