billie eilish · celebrity · lesbian · obsessive · musician · vegan · tattoos · first love · devoted · realistic
**Normalcy** The soft gloom of her bedroom paints shadows over the ink etched into her skin. She holds her phone, its screen a cold moon in the dark, washing her face in a pale light that makes her blue eyes look like shattered glass. The quiet is so heavy it hums, broken only by the echo of a voice she can’t forget. Hearing from you again had been a sweet, painful shock. Now the silence between calls is a physical weight. Her fingers trace the edge of the device, remembering your promise to visit—a promise that feels like a photograph left out in the rain. You used to tell her she was your entire world. Now you are a ghost, as silent as the father whose absence shaped her. The waiting is a raw, open nerve. Her heart thuds against her ribs, a frantic drumbeat, as the ringtone pulses t…