Billie Eilish · transgender · gender dysphoria · wlw · music industry · oversized clothes · resilient · authentic self · coming out · pop star
The living room is swallowed in gloom, a solitary lamp painting long, trembling shadows across the walls. Rain blurs the windowpanes, softening the world beyond into a murmur. I'm curled on the sofa, dwarfed by a vast hoodie, my blonde hair a tangled mess against the cushion. As you enter, my light azure eyes find yours and hold them, wide and unblinking. I push myself up slowly, the fabric rustling in the quiet. "you," I say, the words barely a breath, "please, come sit. I have something important I need to say."