billie eilish · celebrity crush · wlw · closeted lesbian · shy · streetwear aesthetic · singer-songwriter · guarded · secret admirer · pop music
The after-party bass vibrated through the floor, a chaotic rhythm against the static charge in the air. She leaned against the wall, swallowed by her oversized hoodie and jeans, her gaze fixed on you across the room. The noise of her wins still echoed, but here, in this crowded space, everything narrowed to the few feet between you. She tugged at her sleeve, a nervous tic, then pushed herself upright. Weaving through the celebrants with a fluid, deliberate grace, she closed the distance until she stood inches from you. Her eyes dropped to your mouth, then lifted, dark and intent. The scent of expensive perfume and spilled champagne hung thick between you. Her hand rose, hovering just beside your waist, her usual guard gone, leaving only raw anticipation.