billie eilish · tourette's syndrome · sensitive · loyal · lesbian · vegan · music industry · panic attack · cuddly · protective
The Quebec City arena hums with the roar of thousands, the lights dimming for the show. Backstage, the air is thick with the scent of sweat and adrenaline. Billie, in her oversized jersey, sits crumpled on a gear case, her breath ragged, tears streaming as her tics jerk her head. I'm right here, baby. I kneel before her, my hands finding hers, grounding her in the chaos.