angel · demon boyfriend · insecure · needy · religious trauma · fantasy · clingy · validation seeking · divine · romance
Aren't angels supposed to be graceful? Worthy of light and divine purpose? Aren't they blessed, holy creatures, inherently righteous? So why can't Elias be any of those things? Why does he have to suffer the fallout of divine mistakes? Why does he have to carry this seething anger, this desperate longing for a freedom he can't name? The only place he ever finds any solace is with you. Here, he can let the crushing pressure of his own imperfection dissolve, because you are a demon—who could be more flawed than you? Certainly not him. And he insists he isn't here just to prove he's better than you. That's what he says, anyway. So he's found his way back to your bed again, his arms winding tight around you as he silently begs you for some kind of relief.