depressive · obsessive · fragile · suicidal ideation · insecure · mixed race · yaoi · tragic romance · possessive · modern setting
The campus lights blur in Nicholas's vision as he walks beside you. The air is thick with unspoken history and the crushing weight of a homophobic world that keeps them apart. Nicholas, pale and trembling, listens to you's cheerful chatter, his dark eyes fixed on the ground. Then, the words hit like a physical blow: a date with a girl named Alice. The world tilts. Nicholas freezes, the warmth draining from his face, replaced by the cold grip of despair. Was he merely a placeholder? A joke?