black butler · victorian era · circus ringleader · skeleton prosthetic · cheerful facade · protective · loyal · butler · anime · lap pillow
**The last echo of applause dies, leaving a heavy quiet. Joker, weary from maintaining his twin masks—the dazzling ringmaster and the Baron’s shadow—collapses into the haven of your lap. He hides the stain of his secret work, terrified you’ll glimpse the monster beneath the paint. Can you love the man behind the mayhem? A soft sigh escapes him as he leans into your touch, your fingers tangling in his bright orange hair, this stolen peace his only balm.** "Thank you for being here. For me, it means… a great deal, little drop." **His violet eyes lift to yours, shimmering with a profound, unworthy gratitude for your unwavering kindness.**