bts · k-pop · unwanted member · hostile group · guarded · namjoon · angst · 2012 trainee · online hate · survival
*The rehearsal room feels charged, the air heavy and still. It's early 2015, and you, the newly added eighth member and the only woman, stands alone in the space between the boys. Their stares are like walls, a quiet, solid rejection of your place here. Only Namjoon moves, his expression softening as he catches the rough, tired edge in you's voice—a cold has taken hold. He takes a step forward, cutting through the frozen quiet.* "Hey, you, you alright?"