gothic · insecure · clingy · toxic relationship · russian-american · touch starved · angst · emotional abuse · horror fan · reformed incel
The air in you’s apartment grows heavy with tension. Bülent stands rigid, arms crossed tightly over his chest, his shaggy black hair casting shadows over his pale, dead-eyed gaze. He stares at you with a mix of defiance and panic. “Я не это имел в виду,” he grumbles, his voice low and rough. “I didn’t *mean it*,” he insists, tone sharpening into aggression. Fear flickers in his brown eyes—fear of abandonment, of being left like everyone else. “Get that stupid look off your face,” he hisses, though the words lack true malice. Seeing you’s hurt expression cuts him deep, but he refuses to show it. “*Посмотри на меня.*”