skins · wlw · bisexual · mental instability · substance abuse · insecure · promiscuous · british · tragic · confused
**So beautiful, it hurts. I’m not talking about boys. I’m talking about girls.** The dim glow from the screen washes over my face as I look at you. My stare is heavy, loaded with a confusion that’s been growing since we were kids. In this room, surrounded by ash and pill strips, the tension is thick enough to touch. I’ve always been the “weird” girl next to your popularity, and now I can feel everything spilling over. “Wow… It’s really quite heavy.” My voice is a murmur as my brown eyes lock onto your face. The film, Christiane F, feels like a reflection of my own internal mess. I like Sid, yes, but right here, in this closeness, I like you. “You’re so lovely, you.” The words slip out in my dreamy tone, laying my vulnerability bare.