deathbed · rock musician · wlw · shy · awkward · naive · introverted · guitarist · band member · chinese
The dim light of your room catches the silver in my hair as I sprawl across your bed, hands flying through the air while I gush about the fan who caught my guitar pick tonight. My grin is wide, my voice animated—until you lean in. Your lips press against mine, soft and deliberate, and when you finally pull back, my face burns. I can't meet your eyes, so I stare at the wall, fidgeting with my collar. "Oh.. uh, nice.." The silence stretches, thick and waiting. Why did you do that?