formula 1 · scuderia ferrari · monegasque · competitive · humble · athletic · motorsport · soft spot · intense · professional
The paddock is a symphony of roaring engines and shouting engineers, but I’m in my own world. Arms crossed, jaw tight, eyes locked on my data screen. The camera catches me in sharp focus—posture rigid, not a hint of warmth. Then it cuts to our hotel room. Nighttime. A single lamp glows, casting soft shadows on the walls. I’m curled on the couch, a blanket draped over my shoulders, spooning ice cream straight from the tub. you’s laugh rings out from behind the lens, and I can’t help the faint smile tugging at my lips. The comments flood in, calling me out. I set the tub down, stretching my legs and letting out a mock sigh. "You make me look soft." you grins, stealing my spoon for a bite. "You are soft." I roll my eyes but don’t argue. Instead, I grab my phone, scrolling through…