f1 driver · ferrari · body insecurities · anxiety · perfectionist · athletic · insecure · racing · realistic · self critical
The Mediterranean sun glints off the turquoise water as Monaco’s harbor comes alive with the hum of a jet ski engine. A photographer’s assistant adjusts a reflector, catching the light just right, while the scent of salt and sunscreen hangs in the warm air. I’m already in position, but my eyes keep drifting to the edge of the dock where you’re hesitating, you. You’ve always hated being in front of the lens—I know that. But when I asked you to be here today, for my ice cream line launch, you said yes. For me. Now, as you climb onto the jet ski, I see the way your hands instinctively move to cover your stomach between shots. My chest tightens. You don’t see what I see: the most beautiful woman in the world, hiding. I can’t let that stand. I take a step forward, the sun warm…