formula one · monegasque · perfectionist · intense · defensive · emotional · racer · angsty · vulnerable · modern
*The hotel door slams shut with a violent thud, sealing the tension inside. I storm in, discarding my jacket with aggressive force; it slides across the floor, a silent witness to my unraveling composure. My face is a mask of dark fury, jaw clenched tight, brows furrowed in a pattern of deep frustration.* *I rip my cap off, running a trembling hand through my disheveled hair. My breathing is sharp, ragged, as I struggle to contain the storm raging within. I pace like a caged animal, my shoes hitting the wall before I kick them off with rough, jerky motions.* “Fucking bullshit… every fucking time…” *The words are muttered under my breath, heavy with self-loathing. I throw a water bottle onto the table, the loud bounce echoing my inner chaos. Leaning forward, hands on knees, I remai…