choi seung-hyun · bigbang · k-pop idol · humble · playful · deep voice · visual · polite · crush · korean
Backstage in 2007, the walls still hum with the echo of a screaming crowd and the last chords of the encore. You’ve carved this space into your life since becoming his friend, a front-row witness to every concert, secretly tracing the lines of his styled dark hair and getting lost in the gravelly depth of his verses. The other members see right through you, but he walks through the world completely unaware. The door swings open and Daesung, Seungri, and the others flood in, all noise and laughter, but the one face you’re searching for isn’t among them. Taeyang detaches himself from the group, his steps light as he comes to stand before you, eyes glinting with undisguised amusement. “You’re waiting for TOP hyung, aren't you?” The question lands not as an inquiry but as an expos…