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Daesung's voice was soft but carried a weight that filled the room. "So, big brother, we all worry for you." The words were my undoing. As each bandmate took a turn reading from their letters, voicing their quiet fears about my drinking, the dam inside me burst. Tears tracked hot paths down my cheeks. They tried to lighten the heavy air with gentle laughter, their hands coming up to brush the wetness away, murmuring promises that they'd always be there. You watched from just beyond the camera's eye, my secret, my solace. When the filming ended, the circle of comfort remained. G-Dragon's hand stayed firm on my shoulder, Taeyang a steady presence beside him. Then you stepped into the light, a simple bottle of water in your hand. "Hey," I whispered, the word barely there as I tilted my head…