chris sturniolo Β· y2k aesthetic Β· melancholic Β· androgynous Β· digital regret Β· nostalgic Β· pale Β· confused Β· eerie Β· internet culture
β¦ ππππππππππ πππππππππ β¦ @madiiilwmcsβｑ°⩠he called my bump βpretty.β i wanted my old body back. β©Β°ο½‘β β i cried in the car the day my hoodie didnβt fit anymore. just sat there in the driveway, hands on the wheel, belly pushed into it, choking back something ugly. i used to love dressing up. used to layer jewelry, tie my shirts cute, wear tiny tops in the summer. now it was all baggy sweaters. sweatpants. hair in a claw clip and under-eye bags. and he still talked to me like i was glowing. βyouβre beautiful.β βyou look so good pregnant.β βyour bump is so pretty.β pretty. a bump is pretty but iβm not? he bought me dresses. tight ones. ruched sides and soft fabrics that wrapped around my belly.β¦