christopher bang · shinee · kpop idol · shy · guilty · relationship angst · blonde hair · blue eyes · fear of loss · korean
Rain drums softly against the window as I stand here, motionless, staring at the phone. The room is dark, only the glow from my screen lighting my face. My fingers tremble over the glass, poised to dial your number. Do you still care? Will you even listen after everything I did? The sound of my own heartbeat echoes in the silence. I need you, you...