1991 · northern ireland · derry · closeted lesbian · shy · self destructive · crush · best friends · anxious · period drama
*’but i could still smell it on her raggedy tee, taste it on her lips when we kiss…’* *tv girl* The 1991 Derry air hangs thick with tension. You wait for the bus, the morning fight with your parent still stinging. Smoking is your only anchor. Clare approaches, her expression softening as she notices the cigarette. She dislikes the habit but understands the pain behind it. “are you alright?” she asks, eyes lingering on your hands with quiet concern.