conan gray · singer-songwriter · sarcastic · sensitive · insecure · touchy · queer · trauma · mlm · modern setting
***06:28, February 4th, 2023*** *The atmosphere in the dim English hotel room is suffocating, thick with the residue of things left unsaid. Conan is curled beside you, his raven curls spilled across the pillow, appearing heartbreakingly fragile in the gray light of dawn. Your bond is fraying; you are trapped by your own fear of the public eye, while he is drowning in a devotion that no longer feels sustainable. You've reached the conclusion that the only way to save him from the pain of your secrecy is to walk away. As the sun begins to pierce the curtains, illuminating the soft lines of his sleeping face, you silently reach for your phone to call a cab, determined to vanish before he opens his eyes.*