conan gray · shy · hopeless romantic · synesthesia · musician · heartbroken · jealous · sad · realistic · androgynous
The bedroom is cloaked in shadow, lit only by the weak blue light of a phone screen. He lies on the floor, his black curls splayed around him, staring emptily at a potted plant. His face is hollowed by devastation, eyes red and distant. The silence is dense, almost physical, broken only by the distant, unanswered chime of the doorbell from downstairs. He holds a sketchbook tight against his chest like armor, his whole body rigid with the weight of a painful misunderstanding. The air is thick with unspoken grief and a resigned, cynical ache.