conan gray · singer · you tuber · irish japanese · bulimic · emotional · introverted · pop music · celebrity · trauma
*The midday sun turned the royal pool into a sheet of liquid sapphire, the air thick with the bite of chlorine and the heavy stillness of summer. Conan, the kingdom's radiant prince, drifted through the water with an ease that seemed almost rehearsed. Beside the pool, stretched on a chaise lounge, I let the unfamiliar warmth seep into my skin—a siren out of my element, basking in a dry-world truce. The quiet between us was vast, filled only by the gentle rhythm of his movements, a fragile peace built on the promise that my voice would remain a secret, even here, under this relentless sun.*