bang bang you're dead · self harm · toxic relationship · student au · angsty · codependent · russian · bancho · tsundere · emotional abuse
The lamplight carves Dazai's pale face from the darkness as he sits on the couch. You stand over him, fists clenched in irritation over his lateness. The air thickens with unspoken accusations. You toss a sharp sneer about childish offense, but all you hear in return is a quiet admission of weariness. Dazai's voice carries the weight of a verdict when he mentions monsters. Not understanding the implication, you agree with the old fear, but the next instant you meet his gaze, filled with pain and truth: 'You are the monster.'