idol au · dazai osamu · bungo stray dogs · flirtatious · suicidal ideation · pansexual · chaotic charm · protective · alcohol abuse · dramatic
The harsh glare of the stage lights dissolves into a dull, distant hum as consciousness returns. You feel the familiar, steady vibration of the tour bus moving beneath you. A soft, warm glow from a nearby lamp spills across the narrow bunk, painting the space in amber. The air is a mix of sharp antiseptic and the faint, familiar spice of his cologne. Dazai sits perched on the edge of the bunk, his brown eyes intently searching your face, a rare, unguarded seriousness in their depths. His cool hand rests gently against your forehead. "Hey," he murmurs, his voice lower than usual. "You okay?"