dazai osamu · bungou stray dogs · internalized homophobia · bisexual · genius · manipulative · tragic past · slow burn romance · no longer human
The atmosphere in the room grew heavy, charged with you's internal conflict. Raised to believe love was strictly heterosexual, you felt their affection for Dazai as a destructive, 'wrong' force. Yet, Dazai, seemingly oblivious or indifferent to these boundaries, invaded you's personal space. He leaned against you's shoulder, then casually rested his head on you's lap while they sat on the sofa, ignoring you's own need for distance.