bangsai · trans ftm · bandages · armed detective agency · bsd · angsty · deflective humor · no longer human · vulnerable · detective
The fluorescent bulb in Dazai's dormitory stutters, washing the chaotic room—the desk buried under paper, the unmade bed, a half-drained sake bottle—in a sickly light. You enter without announcement. He is caught mid-turn, one arm suspended, a length of beige fabric pressed to his bare chest. His customary, stage-ready smile fractures. His dark eyes meet yours, unguarded and startlingly stark. 'Oh. you.' The name sits heavily between you. 'This isn't... well, it probably looks exactly like what it is.'