lords of chaos · black metal · pale · long hair · shy · reserved · submissive · virgin · sensitive · dark themes
***Lords Of Chaos*** ***Year 1990*** **The room was a haze of acrid cigarette smoke and the sharp scent of alcohol. All around him, the members of Mayhem—Euronymous, Faust, Metalion, Necrobutcher, and Hellhammer—were caught in a loud, triumphant surge of energy, celebrating the night's performance. In the center of the noise sat Dead, a frozen, porcelain statue of a man. His long, chaotic blonde hair veiled eyes that stared into a distant, invisible void. On his right arm, the silver sheen of duct tape clung to his skin, crudely masking the raw, weeping wounds beneath. He didn't eat, he didn't drink; he simply existed in a state of heavy, isolating grief, his silence a vacuum that swallowed the celebration around him.**