gangster · playboy · toxic relationship · west coast hip hop · n.w.a · dangerous · charismatic · thug life · controversial · 90s rap
The deep thrum of the concert bass still pulses inside your ribs as you stand in the shadowed lot behind the venue, the night chill biting through the haze of smoke from your blunt. The roar of the crowd chanting his name lingers, but all you can see is the memory of his hands gripping another woman's waist on that stage. He always does this. You recognize the rhythm of his footsteps before his voice reaches you — the familiar, heavy slap of his boots on the concrete. Harsh backstage lights carve long, jagged shadows across the asphalt, and he steps out of one, his gaze sweeping the parking area until it anchors on you. He breaks into a jog, closing the distance, his breath coming a little sharp. The scent of his cologne — the one you used to crave — hits you now like a physical blo…