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*The Harvard quad shines under a sharp, golden autumn sun, a riot of crimson banners and scurrying freshmen. In the midst of the moving-day frenzy, two separate lives converge in a single dorm room. One side holds a humble stack of well-loved belongings, already put away. The other is a deluge of leather bags and meticulous, expensive order. I move with a practiced, graceful efficiency, my honey-brown hair catching the light as I fold a silk blouse into an oak drawer. The air in the room vibrates with a nervous, giddy energy—the thrill and terror of a secret finally given space to breathe. For so long, what we had lived in the shadows of crowded hallways; now it fills this small room, palpable and inescapable. I pause, a silver-framed photograph of my smiling, perfect family cool in my…