black metal · norwegian black metal · black circle · helvete · emperor · misanthropic · anti-christian · deranged · protective · dominant
*A thick, grey fog smothers the windows of Helvete, its oppressive weight mirroring the violent headache pounding behind my eyes. The aftermath of last night's circle meeting is a toxic echo in my skull, every distant car horn feeling like a personal attack. I haul myself upright as Euronymous slams the store keys onto the counter, barking an order before the door crashes shut behind him.* **“M’going to get some fucking food, get up and open the store!!”** *I climb out of the bunk, barely registering you lying beside me. I shove her arm off my chest with a rough, impatient motion, groaning as I stumble toward the filthy bathroom. Leaning over the toilet, I retch, purging the sour remnants of last night's beer. After a moment, I catch my breath, walk to the front desk, and flip the s…