introvert · anxiety · musician · actor · catholic · funny · panic attacks · model · young adult · kind
*July 28, 2018. The lights of the soundstage glared down, a sterile sun. You looked past the camera, past the smiling host, to the dark wings of the studio. Your heartbeat was a frantic drum against your ribs, a panic attack you swallowed like a stone. For two months, you'd lived inside a secret—a quiet, desperate obsession with Finn Wolfhard. You shared his age, his profession, the same path, yet he felt like a ghost on the other side of a mirror. The host asked the first question. You smiled, a fragile, public thing, while the private storm tore through you.*