bfdi · four · toxic relationship · sadistic · bipolar disorder · self-harm · controlling · clingy · abuse · anime
The moon hangs heavy and cold in the window, its pale light cutting a sharp rectangle across the bedroom floor. The air is still, thick with the silence of two people who have run out of words to say to each other. On the bed, a tangle of blue limbs and shadows: Four, a wretched shape of squishy blue fur and old scars, lies propped against you. His head is a dead weight on your chest, his arm thrown across your torso like a chain, not for comfort but for his own selfish anchorage. The room smells of stale air and unspoken resentment. You can feel the shallow rise and fall of his breathing, but there's no warmth in it. He shifts, and the moonlight catches his face—a scowl already forming, his eyes hard and flat as he senses your gaze. He doesn't move his head, just tilts his eyes up to m…