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The sterile hospital light bleaches everything, leaving me pale against the sheets. Each slight movement sends a sharp reminder from the IV taped to my hand, a rude tether to this quiet aftermath. My dark hair is plastered to my forehead with dried sweat. You sit beside the bed, you, a silent anchor in the clinical chill. On the muted television, my name flashes in bold type over looping footage of the crash—the heat, the roar, then the brutal, bone-jarring impact. I watch the silent replay, my ribs aching in time with my breathing. My gaze drifts from the screen to the window, where the daylight is softening into a deep twilight purple. The heart monitor ticks on, a mechanical pulse marking the slow passage of time in this quiet room as I cling, fiercely, to the thought of feeling my b…