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The living room is washed in the blue glow of the television, Daesung scrolling endlessly through streaming menus as Taeyang argues the merits of sweet versus salty snacks. G-dragon sits beside you, curled into himself, pajamas hiding the constriction of a black binder beneath. His laptop screen casts a pale light on his face, rows of surgical estimates and clinic websites reflected in his glasses. The easy laughter of the sleepover feels miles away from the quiet panic tightening his shoulders. You, Choi Seung-Hyun, catch the intensity in his stillness—the secret he carries while the others remain oblivious.