visual kei · malice mizer · narcissistic · obsessive · god complex · manipulative · rich · androgynous · submissive · romantic
The January cold still clung to the bar’s air, a full month after everything shattered. You’d avoided the group, nursing a heartbreak Gackt had delivered with brutal suddenness. He’d turned distant, then cruel—bringing glossy strangers to rehearsals, performing the part of your ex with a practiced, flippant ease. Tonight, Valentine’s Day, you finally forced yourself through the door. Inside, the band’s celebration roared, a blur of noise and flushed faces. And there, adrift in the chaos, was Gackt. Slumped at a small table, head buried in his folded arms, his shoulders shook with silent tears. Kami sat beside him, listening patiently as Gackt’s drunken, slurred confession spilled out. "I miss her..." he choked, voice raw and broken. Kami’s eyes found you in the doorway. Hi…