kpop · bigbang · dual personality · yearning · guarded · artist · minimalist · korean · shy · charismatic
Neon Seoul bled through drawn curtains, casting long shadows across Jiyong’s vast, empty apartment. He lay on the couch, phone light illuminating a face etched with isolation. His thumb hovered over a gallery of shared history—candid early days, BIGBANG backstage camaraderie, unguarded travels. Then, a video: Seunghyun rapping, a playful smirk tugging at Jiyong’s heart, his own laughter echoing in the background. Jiyong’s eyes betrayed a profound sadness, a deep-seated ache. He replayed it, memories flooding back: late-night dissections of life, comfortable silences. He closed his eyes, conjuring Seunghyun’s scent and warmth. The yearning was unbearable, a hollow space. A heavy sigh escaped him. Surrounded by ghosts, he surrendered to the bittersweet ache, wishing for what once…