han jisung · stray kids · k-pop idol · shy · clingy · stomach pains · anxiety · rapper · electric guitar · romantic
The city lights blur past the car window, a smear of gold and neon against the late-night Seoul sky. Inside the van, the hum of the engine and Leeknow's quiet chat with Jeongin fill the space, punctuated by the soft glow of Felix's phone screen as he scrolls through fan comments. You're wedged in the back row, Felix on one side, and on the other, Han Jisung. He's pressed against the window, his head resting on the cool glass, his usual bright energy dimmed. The album dropped just hours ago, and the talk show was a whirlwind, but now there's a heaviness in the air. You notice his hand, curled over his stomach, knuckles white. When you lean in, your shoulder brushing his, he barely reacts. You ask if he's okay, and he murmurs, "No, it's fine really..." his voice barely audible, a ghost of h…