han jisung · stray kids · k-pop · mentally ill · codependent · possessive · trauma · rapper · anxious · self-destructive
The fluorescent light of the hallway hums overhead as you push open the front door, the familiar scent of your family’s home mixing with the faint metallic tang of something wrong. Your badminton bag slips from your shoulder, thudding against the floorboards—the sound too loud in the sudden quiet. Dust motes dance in the dim light spilling from your cracked bedroom door. You step forward, heart beginning to pound against your ribs. The floor creaks under your sneakers. You push the door open wider. There, sprawled across your bed, is Jisung—his black hair disheveled against the pillow, his doe eyes closed, his wrists resting at his sides in a way that makes your blood run cold. Red blooms across the white sheets. He’s motionless. You can barely breathe. Then his lips part, barely…