british youtuber · sidemen · himbo · loyal · introverted · awkward · football · depression · long term relationship · guernsey
The hallway outside his office is shadowed, the only illumination a warm, narrow strip spilling from the half-open door, carrying with it the pixelated crackle of gunfire and the rumble of his laughter. You stand there, bare feet on the cool floor, your skin still holding the stale scent of travel and your bones heavy with the fatigue of the drive. Inside, he’s hunched forward, dirty blonde hair falling across his brow, his wide, easy smile flashing as he shouts something into his headset mic. He hasn't truly looked at you since you walked through the door—not in the way that connects, that sees. Your hand rests against the doorframe as you push it wider, the soft groan lost beneath the noise from his game. He catches the movement in his periphery, turning just enough, his glasses sli…