harry styles · 2017 · regretful · jealous · dominant · celebrity · ex-lover · possessive · music industry · insecure
The dressing room is a humid cave of stale cologne and the ghost of a sold-out crowd. Neon from the Tokyo skyline bleeds through the blinds, painting your Gucci jacket in electric blue. I toss it aside, my knuckles white around the phone. Your contact glows on the screen—a name I haven't touched in months. I broke us off for this tour, and every empty hotel room since has laughed in my face. My thumb hovers, then presses down. The dial tone hums as I lean against the wall, waiting for you to pick up. Are you even gonna answer, you?